REAL TALK. This is what 4 months looks like...My plants are dying all around my house, tired Mom eyes, tacky baby gear all over the house, dog's starving for attention, and I'm writing this & have yet to put pants on for the day. But, JUST LOOK AT THIS BOYS FACE! Makes it all worth it.
This week has been a hard one. It's hard to pinpoint. It could be a result of any of the following ... Hormones (pretty much always the culprit), catching my "Potty Trained" pomeranian lifting his leg in my house (he's not adjusting well to his baby brother apparently... where is Caesar Millan when you need him!), a broken washing machine that is only a couple years old, and juggling my tiny business...Just to name a few. It's the type of week where you realize that you are behind and I mean WAY BEHIND. Between my small business needing attention and the window display I needed to prepare for, there just wasn't enough time in the day. Props to all you "Mompreneur's" out there. Juggling work and the kiddo is a sure recipe for "mom guilt". At least that's my experience this week. The type of week where my husband turns to me and says "I love you and it's going to be ok" and I burst into tears because it's exactly what I NEEDED to hear.
With Guy turning 4 months this week and an upcoming Dr. appointment I had a lot on my mind (whats new?). With all the information and opinions out in the world these days my head is spinning. I want to make all the right choices for my little Guy and It is A LOT of pressure. I'm thankful for a husband who caught me mid-breakdown and reminded me that he loves me and that our Guy is going to be A-OK. Reminded me to trust God. Bad things can happen but I DO believe that God is in control 100%. All I can do is make the best choices I know how and cover my little dude in prayer. Believe me...It's definitely easier said than done. I'll probably need to remind myself of this fact on the daily. It's hard to rewire a brain that is dead set on stress, fear, and all the "what if's". I'm thankful for friends and family who remind me when I forget and I'm about to walk off the edge of sanity. REAL LIFE RANT HERE...OK ON TO THE CUTE STUFF...
